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day 14 in chastity (continued) 16 days since last orgasm. 4 since last ruined O
whilst watching an ace bbc cuckold movie, i was dripping with precum through my cage.
my frenulum was poking out and wet with precum, and i discovered i could pleasure myself!! Im nt sure if i could achieve orgasm, i felt wrong being able to do it and the whole thing was very frustrating!!
any way, off to bed.
Day 15 in chastity. 17 days since last orgasm. 5 days since last ruined O
wolk up horny, in pain. tho not as much as usual. put on tumblr
As soon as i took my CD off to wash it/ me and shave my bits i was instantly playing with my cock. My sub conscious brain is needing to cum so badly!! Straight away with thoughts of mistresses, tease and denial, strap ons.
I was so horny i nearly didnt make it to my appointment on time!
Today i took a magic wand to my cage, was awesomely frustrating. going to vid tomorrow.
Just been stroking myself to porn. my balls couldnt stand the pressure and yelled 'PURGE'!!!!! I pinched off the head so i didnt orgasm. but the amount of fluid that spurted out when ever the pressure of the pinch slackend was immense
i havent eaten this much cum in one go in a long time
At least my balls will be healthy, and a lot less swollen!
Day 16 in chastity. 18 days since last orgasm. 1 day since last ruined O
2 things happened today. 1, my cock doesnt fight as... hard (lol) when i put the front armour on. And 2, the magic wand.
I started filming and taking photos. unfortunately, the 1st vid that showed how quick my cock grew in its cage didnt work on my pc. but the 2nd vid of me in total frustration did!
i have never in my life been so frustrated, i think i may of been able to cum if i did it long enough. i dont know if it would f been a full orgasm or a frustrating 1/2gasm. but i would of ejaculated a lot!
Day 17 in chastity. 19 days since my last orgasm. 2 days since my last ruined O
Ok, todays highlights.
I wasnt starting work til 2pm, so when i was woken at 7am by my painful morning wood, i decided to unlock and go back to sleep.
When i woke up again at 11am, stroking my cock. it was BIGGER and THICKER than it ever had been EVER. I couldnt believe how huge it was.
Is this normal for chastity? wtf. I took a pic of me semi erect and posted on fetlife and adult work.
My fantasies today have been Domme partner who loves to tease and deny me, in the shower i fantasised that she was stroking me, and whispering that she was going to train me to be a cuckold. that i would be allowed to cum only if i fucked her whilst she was filled with another man's cum, that i would fuck her 2nd, then eat all the cum out of her, she was programming me to do it (i would enjoy that anyway).
Also from all of this the idea has evolved that when im locked up, im cuckold, when im not locked up, its hot wife. As a poly man, she would be free to fuck anyone anyway. just when I'm in cuck mode, I wouldn't be allowed to join in. I would if she wanted when not in cuck that with her permission i can join in, watch and wank etc. But not when im locked. i have to watch either locked up, or unlocked with my hands tied behind me.
May she would let me fuck her cum filled pussy, maybe just let me clean it.
All of that is obviously bareback. in all my previous poly/swinger relationships that has always been a no no with any one else.
Just watched a cuck/hot wife vid. pulling on my CD, stroking my pre cum soaked frenulum. About a wife fucking a black guy in front of hubby. it was so hot. so frustrating. it merged with my fantasies.
going to be now. horny as hell.
Day 18 in chastity. 20 days since i last orgasmed 3 days since lasted ruined O
I love beng wolken by morning wood pain. i makes me so horny, which hurts more, makes makes me horny even more, which hurts even more!
I can say after 20 days in chastity, my fantasies have become more submissive with each passing day. Starting with hotwife and gradually decending further into cuckold. From just being curious about cuck and occassionally wanking over it, to doing it all the time. the thought of my Domme partner doing this to me when im cock locked turns me on so much. im getting hard now (well my cock is trying to. hurts -> more, you get the idea.
I wonder what my thoughts and fantasies will be after the full 30 days? will i want to actually keep it off for 4 weeks? will i go to 6 weeks in, 2 weeks off? At this point i just dont know.
Going to shower and take it off in a few mins. Dont want to!
I feel more and more the desire, almost need to have a Domme partner. But I know that will take time to find a partner who is up for this. Any one reading this know of anyone?
tbc
whilst watching an ace bbc cuckold movie, i was dripping with precum through my cage.
my frenulum was poking out and wet with precum, and i discovered i could pleasure myself!! Im nt sure if i could achieve orgasm, i felt wrong being able to do it and the whole thing was very frustrating!!
any way, off to bed.
Day 15 in chastity. 17 days since last orgasm. 5 days since last ruined O
wolk up horny, in pain. tho not as much as usual. put on tumblr
As soon as i took my CD off to wash it/ me and shave my bits i was instantly playing with my cock. My sub conscious brain is needing to cum so badly!! Straight away with thoughts of mistresses, tease and denial, strap ons.
I was so horny i nearly didnt make it to my appointment on time!
Today i took a magic wand to my cage, was awesomely frustrating. going to vid tomorrow.
Just been stroking myself to porn. my balls couldnt stand the pressure and yelled 'PURGE'!!!!! I pinched off the head so i didnt orgasm. but the amount of fluid that spurted out when ever the pressure of the pinch slackend was immense
i havent eaten this much cum in one go in a long time
At least my balls will be healthy, and a lot less swollen!
Day 16 in chastity. 18 days since last orgasm. 1 day since last ruined O
2 things happened today. 1, my cock doesnt fight as... hard (lol) when i put the front armour on. And 2, the magic wand.
I started filming and taking photos. unfortunately, the 1st vid that showed how quick my cock grew in its cage didnt work on my pc. but the 2nd vid of me in total frustration did!
i have never in my life been so frustrated, i think i may of been able to cum if i did it long enough. i dont know if it would f been a full orgasm or a frustrating 1/2gasm. but i would of ejaculated a lot!
Day 17 in chastity. 19 days since my last orgasm. 2 days since my last ruined O
Ok, todays highlights.
I wasnt starting work til 2pm, so when i was woken at 7am by my painful morning wood, i decided to unlock and go back to sleep.
When i woke up again at 11am, stroking my cock. it was BIGGER and THICKER than it ever had been EVER. I couldnt believe how huge it was.
Is this normal for chastity? wtf. I took a pic of me semi erect and posted on fetlife and adult work.
My fantasies today have been Domme partner who loves to tease and deny me, in the shower i fantasised that she was stroking me, and whispering that she was going to train me to be a cuckold. that i would be allowed to cum only if i fucked her whilst she was filled with another man's cum, that i would fuck her 2nd, then eat all the cum out of her, she was programming me to do it (i would enjoy that anyway).
Also from all of this the idea has evolved that when im locked up, im cuckold, when im not locked up, its hot wife. As a poly man, she would be free to fuck anyone anyway. just when I'm in cuck mode, I wouldn't be allowed to join in. I would if she wanted when not in cuck that with her permission i can join in, watch and wank etc. But not when im locked. i have to watch either locked up, or unlocked with my hands tied behind me.
May she would let me fuck her cum filled pussy, maybe just let me clean it.
All of that is obviously bareback. in all my previous poly/swinger relationships that has always been a no no with any one else.
Just watched a cuck/hot wife vid. pulling on my CD, stroking my pre cum soaked frenulum. About a wife fucking a black guy in front of hubby. it was so hot. so frustrating. it merged with my fantasies.
going to be now. horny as hell.
Day 18 in chastity. 20 days since i last orgasmed 3 days since lasted ruined O
I love beng wolken by morning wood pain. i makes me so horny, which hurts more, makes makes me horny even more, which hurts even more!
I can say after 20 days in chastity, my fantasies have become more submissive with each passing day. Starting with hotwife and gradually decending further into cuckold. From just being curious about cuck and occassionally wanking over it, to doing it all the time. the thought of my Domme partner doing this to me when im cock locked turns me on so much. im getting hard now (well my cock is trying to. hurts -> more, you get the idea.
I wonder what my thoughts and fantasies will be after the full 30 days? will i want to actually keep it off for 4 weeks? will i go to 6 weeks in, 2 weeks off? At this point i just dont know.
Going to shower and take it off in a few mins. Dont want to!
I feel more and more the desire, almost need to have a Domme partner. But I know that will take time to find a partner who is up for this. Any one reading this know of anyone?
tbc