Me being totally paranoid doesn't help with meets.. I think I've got a 9 stone athlete inside me trying to get out... Trouble is he's been trying to get out for years... W.. X??
As an American I assume 9 stone athlete translates to you think you should have the body of an athlete or nobody will like you.
Not every guy wants a woman with the body of an athlete.
Some guys would find an athlete too skinny, others would be afraid she would hurt him.
Roses have thorns but nobody avoids roses.
They are careful around the thorns but everybody still enjoys the rose.
Imagine if every rose hid because they thought no one would like them because of the thorns.
Be happy with what you have.