I feel silly, attention seeking...wasn't meant to come across as that. I don't often open up publicly, it's bad enough to say on my profile that I'm not perfect.
You shouldn't feel silly and your not attention seeking. We all have days when we feel we either cannot or have not got something useful we can do. @Admin made the point you have not been able to get out and about recently and I know for a fact just a few days of being forced to stay indoors has me climbing the walls so how you have managed over the last few months to stay chatty has been amazing. Just remember you will find something, probably when you least expect it.