Blimey what a question.. bearing in mind i was homeless and a street bum.. for quite sometime..
Hmmmm... im unsure probs not.. i have 4 head strong children.
Two are nurses another an engineer..so theyve turned out pretty sound, although i did have to shake the engineer to within an inch of his life to make him knuckle down ha .Im still battling his drug addiction... . my youngest a lad will probs get the same treatment.. i do believe these days are different you need an education or your fucked..but then i plan to take him far away from england.. nothing left here.
Would i do things differently..??
I partied at 18 went to ibiza.. never slept.. met my future hubbie...
I moved from yorkshire a quiet lil hamlet.. in yorkshire.. to liverpool.. i loved the vibrancy.. i still do the people.. sound as a pound.. its my hometown. Always will be...
I was married for 20 years... it turned really sour gutted.. he was my world.. he turned into a fist weilding bully..
One night i thought feck this fought back.. stand up fisty cuffs never going to win are you.. i ended up in hospital with a lot of missing teeth, a broken nose, cheekbone, and stiches in my face.
I dropped the charges. His family arranged to burn my house down with me and my young girls in it..
The police told me he would serve at least 8 yrs in prison... i dropped the charges.. told them.. id fallen over..
He stalked me to within an inch of my life...
I moved... to bolton.
He died june 20th last year he was 51 he had a massive aortic anyeurism... i do know ge would have been dead before he hit the floor.. of course he died, when i was having a huge party for my birthday.. at cupids!! I got a phone call... from my youngest baby girl..
So would i change it all ... i doubt it, its shaped me....
I have turned from a sweet naive woman.. into a no one ever fecks with me or my loved ones...
Ive been through.. heaps of shit!! Im actually suprised ive turned out so grounded!
And im proud of what ive become. X
STRONG.