I worked non-stop from 1998-2006 (VERY difficult). At that point I walked off my shitty job and ended up getting with my g/f (long story for another post). I had odd jobs after that but my anxiety and bi-polar was out of control even on meds. I finally got back on disability (SSDI) and now get $922 a month. It's a fucking life saver. Before, I'd call in sick until I got fired, and would have panic attacks before and during work so severe that I'd have to go home and one time landed in a mental hospital. Anyway, what's your job?