Where to start on this one
To cut a long story short
I was introduced to a much older man in my early twenties
A totally Naive girl - lol tad gobby n fiesty
He introduced me to his world
Not in the way that has just been described
Initially everything was ok
But by the end of 18 months
Nothing I did was right
He just wanted to break my spirit even when I was compliant and obedient .
Gradually the punishments got more severe for slightest thing
Until it ended up one night and things went way too far and a punishment turned into a thrashing of my life ,
It left me in such a state physically and even more emotionally
Had I had the information just spoken about or people like Phoenix to talk to I have no doubt I wouldn't have made the choices I did
Now 20yrs down line I'm thankful for meeting someone very special who had helped me to see how things should be and had helped me deal with the aftermath
But I would urge anyone starting out to educate themselves , read , ask questions .