It is true that I can't discuss certain things in the "open" without ridicule or hatred. I've actually had my life threatened and told I'd "never have a girlfriend" and that "no girl would ever like me" and that I'm a sick, woman hating, "torture murderer".Hmmmm...this is an interesting thread, my 'curiosity' ? is piqued.
A question if I may?...just try to bear with as I try get it out.
Ok, here goes......first off @Vex respect buddy for admitting to some quite personal stuff.
How much would you (all who read this) reveal about your deepest darkest thoughts? Bearing in mind that the majority of us say we are not 'plastic', we don't conform to society and are proud of who we are.......what if, hypothetically speaking your inner most thoughts truly do not conform, to anything......
Would you risk potentially being ostracised from your peers.......hmmm not sure this makes sense now
It is true that I can't discuss certain things in the "open" without ridicule or hatred. I've actually had my life threatened and told I'd "never have a girlfriend" and that "no girl would ever like me" and that I'm a sick, woman hating, "torture murderer".
1. I'd never hurt a fly. I write STORIES, let's say it together: "stories", NOT real, 100% fake, fantasy. Geez.
2. Most of my friends are chicks and I've had an awesome g/f for almost 10 years.
3. If you are so upset by what I write or what's on my site, DON'T FUCKING LOOK AT IT.
I'm not raging at anyone in particular, it's just a very touchy subject and I've been unfairly judged my whole fucking life on stuff that's just fucking fantasy. My site is the one and ONLY place I can speak my mind and express my fantasies without being judged, cause everyone there is like me.
To further answer: Only my brother (whom I'm closest with in my family) knows the extent of what I dabble in. But not even he fully understands how extreme I really am. My parents and family are straight arrows. Can't even say "crap" or "shit" around my nieces cause it's a 'bad word".
Like I said in my original post, I'm fully at peace with myself and have accepted it and I am no longer bothered by any internal struggle of "light vs dark" because it's all the same!
Yes agreed! Well spoken!Just feels bit strange to reveal your inner most thoughts really, especially considering that it has taken a while to accept yourself for who you are....from birth we are brainwashed into being 'normal', but what is normal? I mean one persons normal is another's f*ckef up and in my case it took an event to 'open' ? My eyes......
hehe Thanks man! That means a lot!And that's why I have so much respect for you my friend.
I heard it tastes like pork. mmmmmm.....Tastes like chicken....don't we
LOL Some of the stuff on my site might scare YOU!I started reading this thread from the beginning, i am very lucky in the respect that my partner and i usually share the same fantasies, and for the most part we carry them out with the main emphasis on safety, but we do some extreme play, as @riccarda will attest too, so most of my fantasies are fulfilled ( but not all LOL ).
I did see that @Lace has a thing for staples, i would upload a photo for her, but it might scare everyone
Lol.......will have to start on a batch of apple sauceI heard it tastes like pork. mmmmmm.....
hehehehehe!Lol.......will have to start on a batch of apple sauce